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I feel accomplished. But at the same time, a little lonely. I've come a long way in the past month. I feel so much more healthy, and I love having a set schedule. It's been so nice waking up at 8:30 in the morning naturally, and feeling awake all day... I've never been like that before. And I feel like I'm really getting work done. But I miss my friends, and I miss hanging out. Though, I'm somewhat grateful I've been going home on the weekends, because I've drifted from my family I feel like in the past year or two, and seeing them every week has been really uplifting.
I'm still in love with Kings of Leon, and I'm so proud of their grammy... And they all looked so sexy.


Vladimir and I got our tickets in the mail a couple days ago... It's not until April, which seems so far and so close at the same time. It freaks me out, because right after April is May... and May is graduating... and graduating is really entering the real world, and that's scary.
I'm not going to think about that right now...
How about Top Chef? I'm in love with Stefan... he's such the cocky ass hole Chef I'm drawn to, haha... I find him so attractive, it's ridiculous.


I just want to fly to Italy for a month, walk the streets, make food... talk with the locals... take pictures... relax... That would be nice...


Maybe if I think about it long enough... it'll happen.